The big bang

This morning I awoke understand the big bang theory, all the science in the world cant explain it any more simply than how I understand this to be, once there existed the vast and by vast I mean eternal space this we shall give a name to and a colour, its name was the All of nothingness and everythingness its colour was white and this All expanded and expanded, it met no resistance and so continued to expand until that is it met with the most infinitely small speck and that speck  was the densest form  of the All and the nothingness this we will call black. At this point there was an exchange rather like the sand that falls through the tiny hole of an egg timer and all was at that moment switched, the All became its opposite form that form being density.
We see this clearly within the sign yin and yang and in this we can understand that we exist here and now within density and at some point when density meets that tiny point of white the exchange will happen again.
If the world we live in here and now has its opposite in a non density reality then here we can see that everything is equal, as when we exist there no one thing has any more importance than another there fore that has to be the same here, As above so below and visa versa..
I think this is why I have chosen a spiritual path, I want to exchange my denser emotional being to that of a more enlightened one,and no I don't expect to become Buddha but I can strive to become more equal, I'm still work in progress in all areas of my life, as I said this is my journey and as things change around me so do I, my thoughts are about this mornings revelations, confused yes i am, does the opposite form of existence being the colour white having no substance as we understand have emotions ?? I don't know, I always though we were working towards the light as that was where God existed and I use the word God as a generalisation of a being I see to be that of only love or as we perceive the highest form of love to be... As I write I seem to confuse myself more and more..