Dreams

My dreams speak to me, trouble is often I don't know how to interpret them, well last nights was really easy, after a busy night doing I cant remember what I suddenly found myself driving down a very tree lined winding duel carriage way, I was in the slow lane oblivious to the what was around the corner when blasting around this corner in what would have been his slow lane but my fast was a large silver car followed in quick succession by a small sports car !! now given they were on my side of the duel carriage way and given the road was very winding you can imagine my fear of driving around the next corner for there could have been someone speeding in the fast lane my slow one !!  (This fear woke me up, very early)

Real easy I've had two relationships in my life and according to my hand I have another to come two have past rather like the cars in my dream and now given the shocks to the system I had under gone with them the thought of going around the next corner and possible facing a head on crash fills me with fear !

I'm scared, deep down I'm just scared, but it is deep because if I were asked out I would go yes with a few nervous moments but you would never know it and who knows what would happen from there but again deep down I would be scared, I've been alone for so long I've had to take care of everything on my own for so long and I've had to fight many a battle along the way on my own when does one start to trust again ?

And this is interesting whilst in the reading I was told to choose what was right for me, I could be right for them but they weren't necessarily right for me which was born out by them driving the wrong way on my side of the road.

question... how do I drive around the next blind corner and in which lane ???