Gosh

Nothing much to say, went out to dinner complained about the male of the species and convinced my self I'm better off alone !!!
Yep checked mail but as ever nothing !! shame but I guess until I feel confident about myself I'm no good to any one..

Feel fat and horrible this evening..

Thank god for poppy, now theirs someone who loves me xxx she even lies on my dressing gown in the bathroom to be close to me whilst I'm having a soak...

I feel somewhat despondent at the mo for some reason..