Interesting times

I was out Thursday evening with my friend Debbie who I have a growing respect for, i think she's amazing, anyway after two gasses of wine I've relaxed, and after an evening that's been a about deep and meaningful conversations she beckons to a guy that had been out side all evening with his friends as he approached to sit down, which he promptly did, she then left yep she left me alone with this guy! suffice to say we chatted for some time and he seemed very sweet, I got the gist of his life, going through a divorce, two very young kids ! Oh he smokes a no no in my books.
Well I was out sat night and he came into the pub and we spent another evening talking and have arranged to meet up again on Monday.. 
Gym, dog walking and DIY are the theme for today and may be out tonight with Jo from work ::)

Life is being great to me x

Dunno what to do

Do I buy a new house or project ?
Do I extend the one I'm in ?
Do I go on holiday ?
Do I consider dating ? ( tough one as I'm never asked out but ) ?
Do I carry on as I am

I'm so not happy when I'm not achieving a goal of some sort.......

Great to see everyone today at lunch :)
I'm mega busy but I'm so bored what's going on ? According to my reading I'll be swept of my feet in October that'll be a year on my own again, better happen cos I think its whats missing ....

Busy Busy Busy

I managed to start our dinner club with a huge number turning out all four of us that is, which in truth was great because it was only meant to be a small group sharing our love of esoteric learning, I'm booking us a trip to the local observatory next month which should be good hopefully there will be a load more of us going then ..
I attended a really good evening talk done by an astronomer Steve Judd wicked stuff but it means I'll now have to get my chart done curiosity and all that.. I need more money, I'm out to lunch tomorrow out to dinner Thursday and then on Saturday, I've got the gym tonight plus walking the dog, I need a holiday but I can afford one with the DIY I have programmed in over the next few months...
My friend has decided I need to be set up with someone !!! not sure I have the time!! I'm fairly safe though I've been out all the time and very single and not one person has approached me Ummm wonder why ?? Ah well.... actually Debs has been single for the same amount of time as me and she is always being asked out !!! Humph... Whats wrong with me ????
Oh I've decided I'm seriously depressed....... Why oh Why cant I find a pair of jeans that don't  make my arse look the size of an elephants, I must have tried on about 15 pairs the other day, at first I was catapulted into despair as pair after pair seemed so unbelievably tight, I was thinking I had finally succumbed to middle aged spread all of course accumulated on my rear end ! but when I returned to the rail I realised I had been trying on size 6 phew... although I used to wear that size not long ago when i was fit... :(

Oh I've become Vegan, which is not so bad as I thought it would be, I can eat loads and the upside is very little junk food :) I can still eat ginger nut biscuits :) and pop corn and ice cream (vegan) and chocolate etc..

I need a coffee ... gym and all that :)

Taking a breathe

I have fought the current stood my ground and advanced, 

I draw breathe now surrounded by natures abundance,

the water calm stands warm against my legs,

a rock dry from the suns rays is where I rest

for here I sit and contemplate...

I wait for whats to come..

Well it seems I've taken rather a long one...  In truth I've been so busy I havent had time to draw breath..
Maybe I can now .....

Debt

Would have reached target of no debt this month but a new drill and a few trips to DIY stores meant a couple hundred of pounds and then a trip to All Saints and I was doomed, ah well only 300 to go :)...

Going to a BBuddhist Meditation Centre on Thursday night, I'm really struggling with the should I be  a passive protester to all I disagree with or should I stick with my rebellious nature ??? I'm also deciding on becoming a Vegan after a conversation on two separate occasions where I could see that no matter what I said people don't actually care about the suffering of animals to suit there needs be it meat or the testing on animals for medical research or for beauty products. I guess the way I see it is if I become vegan then I'm making up for their don't care attitude...

What I need is someone to prepare my meals because my abilities are somewhat limited in the kitchen, the whole cooking thing so does not work for me :(