Damn

So thank you David for drawing my attention to the fact that yet again I fail :( you have an uncanny knack of doing this, so here it is apparently  the guy I like drinks to much which in the past has aways been a no no, he smokes which again is an even bigger no no and on our first date he let me pay for dinner !!! which equates to he doesn't want to impress me he's not that interested in proving himself as he sees me as just a passing phase !!

Ok so here I get to say I'm single, I'm in no need of a male in my life other than one who sees my worth and that's it really...

I feel really fat so 30 mins and I'll hit the gym to burn a few hundred calories whilst he smokes and drinks to excess !!! come to  think of it he paid for the pics and I paid for dinner then we went out again and I paid for dinner and drinks !! what is wrong with me .. the thing is I don't want to think this way but as David points out if a guy thinks a girl is worth pursuing that's what he does, he wines and dines her... instead its me doing the wining and dining !!!

I've been to easy, my fault of course... so I think I'll back off ... he needs to be with someone he really wants not me...