I've been looking at astrology recently and seeing that other than the usual weekly horoscope there is actually so much depth and truth within this science if that’s the right word for it, at least that’s how it seems to me as the whole process seems very complicated and mathematical which of course blows my tiny mind :)
I am Gemini I was getting ready to go out yesterday not anywhere of great interest but my god the duality was soo soo evident I was happy to be going out with my daughter but at the same time miserable beyond belief I feel constantly dragged between emotional opposites I battle constantly with these things, I never feel good enough, I feel unworthy most of the time and I try to get my life in line with where I believe I should be but ever finding that I am catapulted into the opposite, that’s the word! opposite! the constant pendulum that swings for me, never tiring in its movement ever persistent in its endeavour to take me on roads I fear to tread knowing ever that upon these roads there will be no smooth path, that I will be forced to forge a stream then a river whose currents are beyond measure, a river that will try to undermine my stance within its forceful presence. My life is this road of steep inclines and harrowing descents of uneven surfaces where at any moment ones footing may be lost plummeting one over the edge into the deepest of ravens, but upon this journey there is no escape it is my road the one that I have chosen to journey upon, the one that upon its treacherous paths can at points be seen the most magical awe inspiring vistas where in one draws breathe and is given strength to yet again gather up ones troublesome ego and walk in search of relief knowing that this is yet but a moment upon the ultimate journey....
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