I write in a little book rather like conversation with god I've done this for a long time, but whats interesting is when you read back what was said previously, simple questions answered with such knowing that it could not be of my hand, and future events foretold its just so very interesting and reassuring that whilst in conversation with my higher self or what ever thing is streaming to me I can be given such insights..
I went with my friend to a meditation group, the interesting things that came up were in the guided meditation, here I was staggered at the reaction to the dark wet path we had to pass over, the imagery was as clear as day and the time was of my death, being guided down a few steps filled me with dread as I have no wish to relive those moments, we were then taken through a gate into a garden, here again I struggled as I had written a poem about walking through a garden it was of reflection at ones life another thing that at that moment I had no wish to experience, finally settling upon a bench I was approached by a most beautiful light being and another who's face was hidden from me, upon asking what I could learn I felt a most unpleasant feeling as one half of my body seemed to become deformed twisted and contorted whilst the other remained the same.
I am Gemini, I am the pendulum that swings, I am yin and yang, I am two halves seeking balance and this is my deepest need to find that peace that exists between these opposites..
I must seek the calm waters of my inner being..
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