Restriction

Do some people not think or is it that we overlay our desires upon a given situation and thus give the situation a force that does not exist in the others mind, or do I yes I have a desire that is not met so find fault in another to allow myself to feel what ever emotion is conjured up in my mind, usually emotions of negativity..
I actually desire so little I meet my own needs but when desire is stirred then it becomes all encompassing I am filled with passion and desire that desire is a force that propels me forward to amazing heights this desire to make another happy to make another feel wanted, loved, cared for, but what when desire is met with a resistance where the object of desire does not respond does not allow the giving nature that needs to be expressed what then, the need to bestow finds no outlet finds no release and is bound within, what then becomes of this force of a need to express only an altuistic nature, what becomes of this altruism does it turn inwards and express itself in a form of frustration,  this is my undoing for here i have already found the pain of such rejection, in writing this I know that the love i feel is not appreciated so will and must be put forward to give nourishment for another soul, there are so many in need I must meditate these emotions outward sharing only love and light, I must smile and bear the feeling of neglect and see again only that there is a need for love in this world.
Allow me the grace to find peace within this situation one way or another for I am tired of neglecting my souls voice i am tired of wanting to bestow but meeting only restriction...