Tired

I'm so tired I'm barely conscious, yes to some degree my fault but oh dear it is a bind being to worn out, lets see I got 4 hrs sleep on Thursday, 7 Friday, broken sleep at and maybe 4 last night.. Not enough she cries...
+ I'm suffering from whip lash which is so draining because of the pain and the head ache...
Spoke to Steve in Japan which was wonderful, I miss the connection we had but hopefully we can reestablish it again, but that's down to him really... I think it would help me to have him back as a friend again...
In wine truth ?? Does alcohol release inhibited thought ?? I coud do with a glass of wine right now thats for sure....
Need to play catch up here but the pain is to much for me to be able to consentrate...